Help needed

Argh!!!

I am so tired... I just came back from my swimming and to my surprise I saw my sec school buddies wa haha.. so qiao but I didn't talk much to them =(.
Had been eyeing on LV Papilio for quite some time and have been pondering over whether should I buy or not. Asked L for her opinion and she strongly recommended I get one LV bag.. bad girl.. only always spur me and lure me buy branded goods haha.. But seriously shall give it a through consideration.

Nothing happened much at work though but ever since I got "promoted" the distance between him and me drifted apart. We seldom get to talk.. Only sometimes when I know even if the task has already been completed by my boss, I will still call down.
Friends tell me this is just admiration or rather motivation not love.

Also don't know what to do. Just want to live my life to the fullest. Don't know what will happen next year. Don't wanna think and also don't dare to think about it. Many people have been asking my to try air stewardess.. But no confidence.

Life is so full of indecisive decision... What to do what to do.. Some kind soul, please give me some pointers!!! HELP